Lowmania will never stop! It just takes different forms I'm sure that Ford is coming on well now
It has to be said the compulsion to delete stuff is a little odd. I recall this owners thread being deleted a few times and then coming back to life....
When a you tube video is deleted is it gone for good? Can it not be undone and brought back no?
Out of interest- why delete stuff like this? Negative comments (by losers) or what is it? It would be hard to build a you tube channel if the content disappears periodically
Thank you for kind words..as i do take these words in a good way

Yes ..the Cosworth is really getting there now.And having fun doing videos on this particular car..
And me beeing a Ford Cosworth guy at heart...(split with a huge Mercedes heart...) it is super nice to get back to a Cosworth now..especially since my father died...
Which is also doing something to me as a person.Both car interest wise..but also how my mood has been.
And this is were the "deleting" stuff comes into the picture.at least a part of it.Its not been a "easy" time here the last 6-20 months..so its been taking its toll, seeing your father perish..and dying in the end.So that is some of the reason.
Another reason is that at some point it all felt just very "useless" in a way...well..not useless,pointless rather.Sometimes you just feel like you are stagnating..and the road to get rid of that feeling can be to just "delete" it ..in a way.
It all sounds very negative...but it isnt that really.it is just a dumb thing i did..and if i could undo that desiscion..i would do so.
But as long as i am not a Youtube Partner.( Aka not making any money of the videos..eventhough i have the "get paid function unlocked")...the deleted content cannnot be restored from the youtube office in a way.So again..it sucks.I still have all the videos on my harddrive though,..so the videos themselves are not gone

BUT...i do still upload...and i am in the process of uploading the "best" videos..with the most info.The shitty thing is that my videos tended to be update vlogs.So when now deciding which videos to be reuploaded ,,,it is kinda hard..cause most of them is all out of context in a way. if you understand what i mean.
And you are completely correct..it is NOT easy to rebuild this youtube channel...Number one reason for that is the algoritms work in such a manner that views feeds the algoritms...and therefore showing the videos as "stuff you might like" to viewers on other channels...and getting the videos out there.
And when also considering how many years i spent "building" the channel with alot of videos..and you people viewing them...getting me the views....it is not easy to start that all over again.
Another reason for "deleting" the content..i have to say was because i felt there was just to much "nonsense"......maybe not nonsense...but i felt the videos were not that "great" ..and the new ones are just a tad better i think..so i always felt it was abit "tiresome" having a look at many of the older videos.So this deleting thing has made it possible to cherry pick videos to re upload..and try to start out all over again.
And hopefully it will catch on
So i hope this could clarify some stuff you were asking and wondering about

And i have to say it is mindblowing ...that i obviously left a "mark" in here..as i did not expect to have a "condition" named after my "work"...nor had i expected to be "missed" in the way i seem to be missed...so i think that is super awesome to see/read..and it does ignite something in me i have to say.So i want to thank ALL of you in here for showing some love

and engine oils
